Wednesday, July 9, 2014

i just like the feeling, so don't yell at me

a big part of the reason i got angry today was that i felt i had done a horrible disservice to those with anorexia. because my family found the forum and diet i was doing and spoke ill knowledge of it, they spoke of anorexics in a horrible way, and i felt like "look what i've done. now they believe these girls are as horrible and silly as me"

and maybe everyone is as horrible and silly as me, or maybe not. but i feel like those who are able to deny their body and lose weight to such a degree are so much more pure than me in those aspects.

they are so nice. they don't deserve those harsh words.

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