so yesterday and today i ate a bunch of lettuce. a HUGE amount. in a salad. i was so bloated this morning after the apple, and salad that had chicken, and plum, and more water that i was too scared to see my weight. i still have to weigh however, so i picked up the half gallon of clorox bleach and weighed with it. i usually use it to help my scale detect changes in my weight that are less than 1 lb since it sometimes doesn't pick them up, but this time i just used it as a cover for seeing my real weight.
i think yesterday when i picked up the bleach i weighed 128.8 with it. today i weighed 130.7 with it.
i just weighed before eating this salad and weighed 132.2 with it. i had some water earlier and a bowl with konnyaku noodles, some baby carrots, and a few potato pieces with 1 boiled egg.
why do i do this to myself when i know that saturday is such a special day to me? i was supposed to be 117 on saturday, but at this point i hope i just stay under 121. i can do that much at least. tomorrow is absolutely no food. no food no food no food.
i will have water, yes, plenty. i think i will have tea. i might have a little orange juice. but i think if i drink orange juice i won't lose. so maybe just the water and tea. i will let myself have a little splash of milk in the tea.
i only hope i saw the clorox bleach weight numbers wrong, but i think that i didn't.
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